An Analysis of the Justice Department's PATRIOT Act Website October 27, 2003

Setting the Record Straight: An Analysis of the Justice Department's PATRIOT Act Website October 27, 2003

John Ashcroft and his ....... there is just no words to describe how much he scares me, when I read some of his dribble or hear him speak I often shake with anger. The shit Ashcroft pulls leads me to believe the American way of life would probably be safer under Russia's president Putin than Bush; until I read this Family and secret police torment tough-guy Putin Canada looks better every day.

Spent the day going in circles.

I get in these bad mental loops where I keep reading the same news stories over and over. I have to stop myself, it is 10:47 p.m. and I have been at this computer since 9:00 a.m. doing this checking; the same books marks; all day waiting, looking for the important story or news.

Good night

Should have, would have, could have.

I finally quit smoking February 2000 it was some thing that I said I wanted to do; for years (I'm 47). It was the toughest act of self discipline I ever accomplished, I am proud every day that I do not restart smoking again. I always tell people quitting is easy, not starting back is hard.

Reading Smoking Raises Risk of MS just gives me more reason not to start back. And this "research suggests smoking also appears to worsen flare-ups of symptoms" gives me reason to complain, when the house is full of smokers. When the Mother-in-law spends the weekend; turns the heat up and chain smokes; my MS flares and I get cranky. Heat affects MS to a great degree turn our thermostat up past 76 or 77, and I can hardly use my fingers, add in the smoke filled house, this explains why I am so miserable on those weekends and for days after.

Overwhelmed by the world.

So much going on that I want to screem about; I am just overwhelmed........

I want it all to go away, how can I make it go away?

No I did not get ran over.

I just as well been ran over for all I have managed to post here. So much I would like to publish say, so many things I would like to link to.....
Like they say it only takes one step to start a long journey and I was trying to say all it take is one line.
So where is line one? Is it on slashdot is it in one of the four or five paper journals I have laying around?