Long time no type

It has been a long time, a few things have happened that I should of whined about, I have no excuse other than
1) I am lazy.
2) I am hiding from my self.
If I used my journal, as I should then I might discover who, what, where, I am.
3) Fear of succeeding.
If I got of my ass I might accomplish something dame I wouldn't want to do that.